Ken's Graduation

it has been over three weeks since ken's graduation. we all went to his engineering school graduation on 5/14 and three of us, joe, jessica and i went to his commencement two days after. in terms of my own feeling, there is a slightly difference from what i had last year with jon's graduation. i attended jon's graduation with joy and proudness just like i did when they both graduated from lawrenceville. just pure joy and proudness. but with ken's graduation, there is something more.....hard to describe what it is. maybe it's because i've seen how hard he worked throughout past four years and he has never been that kind of person, maybe it's because i knew EE is not his best interest, maybe it's because i knew he tried his best to overcome all the difficulties he faced everyday in the class, in the lab and during exams.....although i've always known he can do it, still he is not a genius in this EE area. but he did it. he did it with descent grade. so, besides joy and proudness, there must be something more in my own feeling toward his graduation, maybe it's 心疼......
i could only hope he will find his own joy and satisfaction with his job or even further education. i can only say that no matter what he will do, he will do it good........